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Melissa Sandfort's avatar

This reminds me of the story of the jar — putting the large stones of what truly matters in your jar first, and all the smaller stones of what’s less important after. Otherwise the jar gets full of the small pebbles, and the big stones of what truly matters won’t fit if you don’t put them in first.

I’m also aware that to TRULY organize one’s life around the big stones is a RADICAL act. Society has so many messages about what’s important, but what’s truly important to us is often weird, off the beaten path, and not at all in accordance with what society values.

So when I ask the question, “What really matters to me?“ my biggest problem is being able to listen to the answer and actualize it, against MASSIVE social brainwashing about what I SHOULD value.

Therefore, for me, it’s been incredibly valuable to do huge amounts of inner work to liberate myself from socially-injected beliefs. I think no matter what someone’s race, gender, neurodiversity, disability, age — we’re all constrained by social beliefs about how we SHOULD show up in the world. Undoing those beliefs is a great first step in creating a platform for the deep inner freedom that allows us to say “screw all that crap!“ and go do what we really want to do.

As a woman, I’ve undone the inner social pressure to believe I need to have children, or get married, or wear makeup, or shave my legs… and every time I let go of a socially-mandated activity I buy time to do what I want to do — which is more IFS on myself! I’m not saying that I think any of those activities are “wrong,“ they’re just wrong for me! What I’m saying is that when we let go of the things we think we should do, we buy time to do the things we really want to do, so taking out the small rocks can help us make space for the big stones of our deepest dreams and desires.

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Betsy Freeman's avatar

I often wonder how you manage to put out a post that suits me right at the moment, but then I realize that I'm in an anxiety-driven time in my life right now. You could say anything and it would fit! However, thank you for these last two months of posts. I'm learning, I'm pushing myself to think differently. I have a bad job at the moment and am a part time caregiver for 93 year old mother. Thinking about what matters to me is a hard one, but my stress level is begging for an answer!

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